Good Morning and A Request
Good Morning! I'm still pregnant! :) In fact, the baby is moving all around. Crazy baby...
I come to you this morning with a request, and it will probably sound odd, but just go with me, okay? :)
I need to ask you all to stop saying anything like, "You're handling this so well." I know that might sound weird, but it would really help me. I struggle with being prideful. Not really in the sense that I feel better than other people. Even though I do struggle with arrogance at times, this is not one of those times. However, I tend to feel very prideful in the sense that I can handle anything all by myself. Or prideful in the sense that I'm responsible for whatever I'm doing/feeling. Like, right now, it would be really easy for me to say, "Oh yes...I'm doing such a great job. I'm just handing it all over to God and handling it so well." Some of that is true...I really am handing it all to Him.
However, this peace that you see in me or read in my words, this joy, this hope, this assurance...
It has absolutely nothing to do with me. I could not do anything to cultivate this feeling in myself. It is all, 100%, purely God doing His work in me. When I hear praise for me, Satan really gets in there and tries to convince me that I'm some super-Christian. I'm not. I'm really not. Any of you could do exactly this. I'm sure of it. I know how much of this is purely God (i.e. ALL OF IT), and I know that He's willing to reveal Himself in anyone who makes himself or herself available.
So, anyway, I just wanted to make sure that I attributed glory to the right person, and I wanted to ask you all to do the same. God is being incredibly faithful to give me peace and assurance in this situation. It's all Him, not me.
In a couple of months, when you see me start to get prideful for having made it through this situation, you have full rights to direct me back to this post. Okay? :)


Morning!
Thanks for the post. I'm glad the baby is happy and healthy this morning. =) I understand your thoughts completely. I think a lot of why people say that, me included, is to encourage you during this time by pointing to what God is doing in your life. I completely recognize that God is doing a mighty work in you, and it is not of yourself. God is using you and your response to this to challenge other believer's to give everything to Him. It's an awesome thing. Have a great day!
I'm so happy that the baby
I'm so happy that the baby is being so active!
ALL GOD!
So happy to hear your feeling the baby be so active. I praise you that you recognize that it is all GOD! Continue to be open to him completely..healing, hurting, joy, love, sorrow, laughter....praying for you.
hey- i used to be on the nov board
Hey Lindsay
I wanted to just stop by and see how you are doing. I know you said not to mention those words but I can't help but do so now because your faith must've been stronger then mine in the last week or so- your water broke before mine and you are surviving to carrying your lil one and I havne't had strength to do so myself.
I know this was what GOD had planned for me , maybe, I still am unsure why GOD took my little boy away from me so soon- I try to find faith but right now I am left going back to where I was 9 years ago when I lost my mom and that's holding a huge anger to GOD and I know I shouldn't.
I'm sorry I don't mean to ramble or rant here...
Anyways I wanted to stop by and say how much your strength is encouraging and your posts are soo wonderful to read...
Take care of yourself.
good afternoon
Glad to hear Baby G was active this morning! I've become quite faithful to check in here daily and say an extra prayer for you all. Thinking of you!